An Observation on Moses

(If you want to really follow along here, read Exodus, chapters 2-4)

I've just started reading in Exodus, and I've noticed something about Moses that I've never noticed before. Perhaps you'll find it interesting.

Moses comes to us as a man of action. The first time we see him (after he's grown up, that is), he catches an Egyptian slave-driver abusing a fellow Hebrew, and murders him. He doesn't ignore it and keep passing, or even stand by and watch--he gets involved. A little later, he comes upon two Hebrews fighting, and demands of the one in the wrong why he is striking his brother. Once again, he is not passive--he gets involved. After he flees to Midian, he finds the priest's daughters in trouble; they need to water their flocks, but the local shepherds are trying to drive them away. Once again, Moses puts his neck out--he saves the girls from the shepherds, and waters their flocks for them.

So that's three instances, in pretty rapid succession, that kind of show us the sort of man that Moses is. He's not the kind of guy to just sit back and watch things happen; he's bold, and he stands up for what he believes is right.

But a strange thing happens when God begins to speak to him from the burning bush. Suddenly all the fight seems to have gone out of him. God tells Moses to stand up to Pharaoh for the people of Israel; He equips Moses with everything he needs--He sends Moses in His name, and gives him the ability to perform miracles, and promises to give Moses the words to say to Pharaoh; but suddenly Moses goes limp. He doesn't want to get involved. He keeps looking for excuses. He wants God to send someone else.

What's happened here? Why is Moses suddenly so afraid? Earlier on, he killed a man, on his own volition, because he was abusing just one of his Hebrew brothers; but now he's not even willing to go and just talk to Pharaoh, with the authority of YHWH, to set all of Israel free.

Maybe he's just grown complacent over the years. Maybe he's gotten comfortable; he's got his wife, his kids, his job . . . it's not glamourous, but it's familiar. Stable. When we think about it that way, it kind of starts to make sense, doesn't it? It's so tempting to turn a deaf ear to God's call when that call leads us into unknown territory.

Moses actually doesn't give us a fantastic example in this case. He finally agrees to go, but only after God promises to give him his brother Aaron for a mouthpiece. While Moses is still on the way to meet him, God actually comes out to where Moses is lodging with the intention to kill him, because Moses has dishonored God's covenant with Israel, by neglecting to circumcise his sons (more evidence, maybe, that Moses has forgotten where he came from?).

There are plenty of lessons to learn here, but I'll leave that to the reader and the Holy Spirit. I've just been mulling over these things for a couple of days, and thought it might be of interest to others.

May the God of peace be with you.